Mansfield, Mass
Wed. PM
Dear Aunt Nell
I will try to write you a few particulars. Ma had a bad cold and about the
time she got over it, pa had a grippe cold. In two or three days she had
what they supposed was one. This was the Tuesday before Christmas. When I
got home Friday night they were both coughing terribly but hadn't staid in
bed at all. Ma looked awfully sick and her cough was very loose and she was
raising a lot but I supposed everything was all right. She said she had the
doctor on Wed. and he said she didn't need drugging but nursing. Pa asked
him if he should get a nurse and he said no that Pa could look out for her.
As I say she looked very sick Friday night but Sat. she looked better and
Sunday morn. I remarked to her how well she looked. It was really remarkable
the way she had improved. Sunday noon she ate a big dinner and seemed to
feel all right. In the evening she complained of feeling chilly and pa said
"Come over by the radiator". She hadn't been there very long when she said
she had pleurisy pains in her left side, way down by her hip and that her
breath was short. I could see that it was short but she thought it was
because of the pain that she didn't dare take a long breath. I asked her if
it had been short before and she said a little ever since she had her cold.
It seems that she was awfully bad in the night and pa got up and made flax
seed poultices and she had a chill and he gave her some whiskey. I didn't
know about all this until morning.
We called the doctor in the morning. He felt her pulse, took her
temperature and tested her lungs in front but not in back. If I had been up
in the room I should have asked him why he didn't test the back but I
thought pa was enough up there. Aunt Mame was here so I staid down with her.
She had been raising pinkish stuff but neither one of them told the doctor
that. He said she had no temperature and her pulse was normal and still said
all she needed was nursing.
He told us what to do for the pain but it was worse than it was with the
flaxseed. Soon it went up in her chest and over her shoulder and I put on a
mustard plaster which she said took the pain all away. Of course I couldn't
leave that on very long and it didn't go on many hours before the pain was
back.
Tuesday I thought she was worse and I said we must call another doctor. He
couldn't come until about 7:30 PM and I went up to see if he tested her
lungs in the back and he did. He said she had a temperature of 101 and both
lungs were affected. All the time she was breathing harder and groaning
every minute. He said everything looked favorable but that she was very
sick. He thought the crisis would come Friday or Sunday. We got a trained
nurse Wed. night and I thought the crisis came then at first. Her
temperature went up to 103 and then dropped straight down to 99 which wasn't
quite normal. They called it a false crisis. The next day it went up to 101
and then went to subnormal.
Of course, all this time I never closed my eyes and was almost crazy. It
almost killed me to hear her breathe. I could hear her downstairs with all
the doors closed. It seemed to me there was no hope from the very beginning
but I knew I am likely to be a little pessimistic and exaggerate some.
Friday morning about 4 a.m., she had an awful spell. I thought it would kill
me, Aunt Nell, and I thought she was dying. Her pulse went back on her but
the nurse gave her some whiskey and kept her alive. When the doctor came
Friday a.m., he still thought everything was all right but I knew she never
would live through another night. I had always read that 4 o'clock was the
hardest time for a sick person and I just dreaded what was before me. I had
to speak to her two or three times Friday morn. before she would make any
attempt to answer and her eyes were closed all the time. About 3 o'clock in
the afternoon, she had another spell and just collapsed but the nurse gave
her some more whiskey and then the doctor came and said right away it was
about all over. This was Dr. Latham and he called Dr. Allen who came right
up and said there was no hope. They kept her alive on whiskey until 11:40
P.M. when she just stopped breathing. It seemed so wicked that she should
suffer so terribly but I am thankful that I was at home and saw her two days
when she was fairly well. She was consious up to Friday noon. She looks just
lovely, almost as though there were a smile on her lips and very natural.
Saturday we got somebody to come in and help out on the housework. We cabled
Harold Friday night but the office was closed in Havana so he didn't get it
until nine o'clock Saturday morn. He was too late to get the ferry and came
over to Key West by aeroplane. He got there Tuesday A.M. and a terrible trip
it must have been for him. The funeral is Thursday at one o'clock. We
expected H. Tuesday but we thought we would better allow two days extra for
delay.
We had two snow storms while she was sick and now another one has started. I
wonder what kind of a day we shall have tomorrow. I don't know yet what we
shall do. I feel that I should stay at home and keep house for pa. Of course
he can't live here alone and I think he would be not only lonely but
homesick also to leave the house right now. I am sure if he did leave, he
would feel happier with you than anyone else. So far he hasn't consented to
my staying home. Poor pa, it is a terrible blow to him for they had always
been such lovers and were truly made for each other. He doesn't feel well
either and is simply crushed. I hope your cold is a lot better by now.
We haven't had the heart to open the package yet that you sent but we thank
you just the same. We ordered some flowers for you and had "sister" put on.
Pa says thank you for your invitation but he can't decide on anything yet.
Lots of Love, Gertrude |